My head is throbing....

I don't know why but I have had this headache for the past two days. It sucks. I keep taking meds and making it go away but then it comes back. I'm not liking it! Though I am happy that I don't have the 25.5 hour work week this week so at least today I can stay home in bed and hopefully that'll make it go away.

So, Peter bought me a year subscription to the gym. I know some would say that that's maybe weird or something to that extent but he was really doing it to be sweet. My hip has been killing me for the past five months I've been home because I put on a massive about of weight in the past 8 months. I went from 152lbs to 185lbs. I haven't been this size since I first lost the weight when I was 15. When I told Pete I used the gym last time when I dropped it, he got me a membership. It's a nice place. It's called planet fitness and Pete got me the black member account so I can go whenever I want (it's open 24 hours) bring someone with me for free, go tanning if I want for free, and I get to go to any planet fitness location, not bad really. I went yesterday for an hour and I would had gone again today but I feel so crappy. My jaw is clinching and my calf's don't like me, plus the nausea doesn't help either.

I dunno....

But either way, hopefully what I gained will go away and maybe then some and I'll be right as rain once again =)

I also just was hired by Sachem as a daily sub. I should be starting tomorrow. It'll matters of them calling me. After my first day I'm going to making an appointment with the principal of North, my old high school, and see if they need any permanent subs for this school year. So maybe, just maybe I'll be moving up to that and then next year who knows, maybe then I'll finally be a teacher at Sachem and have my dream job all secure. =)

Alrighty it's time for my meds and nap, my headache is back.. booo

Interesting to say the least

Something isn't right to say the least. I feel like I'm all over the place. One minute I feel like crying, remincing about people who are no longer part of my life, the next I'm happy go lucky like a kid again, and then for just pure shits and giggles I get pissy or annoyed real quick. I don't know what's coming over me or what's going on. I wanna get away for a bit and just clear out my head. I dunno. I feel bad for Pete during this bc all he wants to do is make me happy but at the same time I just need to get away from him for a while. I just feel that sometimes what goes on between us is more about him then it is about me. I know he'll never change who is and I don't want to change really mor elike soften the rough spot and have him learn the aspect of giving respect, at least in regards to me and my beliefs on certain issues. He tries too to get me away from things but I don't stay very peaceful with him when he does.

Is there something really wrong with me?

I dunno... =\