Sick =(

Well I had this entire week off and how did I spend it? Sick. First I had a sore throat and that has gone away almost completely though I still feel tired. Now, though, I have a stomach bug now. I can barely keep my ginger ale down and I don't mean it's coming back puking either.... ewww... so that is fun. I think it's a combination of what was left in my system from the Alli program I was on just prior to when I got sick. I guess it was still in my system I didn't know it but now it's reeking havoc on my digestive system and well making me go to the bathroom a lot! I guess in a way it's good but still I'm not liking the fact that I'm afraid to get out of bed. I just hope this goes away by Monday morning (that's when school starts again).


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I'm losing my friends and I don't know why

I'm losing my friends, and I don't know why.
They were here a second ago,
and now,
now, I don't know where they are.

I'm laying here alone in my room wondering where was it that I went wrong
When did I make the mistake that made them go away?
When did I decide to be alone? Captive in this room away from the world?

I don't remember choosing, I don't remember anything.
Where should I go from here? What should I do?
I wish I had my friends back to guide me, to bring back security.

People Suck

As I sit here watching one of my favorite movies, I find myself not being able to enjoy it as much as I normally do. Why? Well, for many reasons. One, in the midst of taking a nap, I get screamed at to wake up. For dinner, every thing is my favorite but I cannot eat a thing because I gave it up for lent, and yet they tell me to eat. I go away to get a way, I play on my computer, I turn off my computer and I get yelled at for doing it. I snap back because there is no reason to be snapped at and I feel as if I am forced to starve because though people did try, it is still lent and no one listens to me. So, in simple terms I'm cranky and I don't like being treated the way I was in the past few hours of my life. People just simply in no other better expression, suck.