I'm losing my friends and I don't know why

I'm losing my friends, and I don't know why.
They were here a second ago,
and now,
now, I don't know where they are.

I'm laying here alone in my room wondering where was it that I went wrong
When did I make the mistake that made them go away?
When did I decide to be alone? Captive in this room away from the world?

I don't remember choosing, I don't remember anything.
Where should I go from here? What should I do?
I wish I had my friends back to guide me, to bring back security.