Memories

Sitting here in a cloud of sweeping in memories. I have to say that there are two times in my past that I would love to experience again for just one more night. If I ever could it would seriously mean the world to me and it would most likely bring back a long lost piece of me that sadly I'll never experience again other then in a memory.

So here goes to reliving.

The part of my life I would bring back first would be the time when I was a senior in high school and my friends and I had a secret bond. We all thought of each other as one and with out one of us there was always something missing. I remember one time when one member of the group had pointed out a set of three stars called Orion's Belt. It was a set of starts that made up the belt section of the Orion (Orion is a group of stars that look at as one resemble a hunter). And it was from that moment though of educating became our symbol. The four of us, look at this set of 3 starts (I know it would've been better if it was four but the thought makes up for it), as a symbol of us. No matter where we would go, no matter what happened. If we were separated all we had to do was look up and a see the belt and remember what it meant, remember we were.

I miss those days.


The second part of my life would be the year Pete, Palios, and I were a unit. It was always the three of us when it came down to relaxation and chillen with family. After a long day of school, people, things in general, it was always a great time. There was no negativity what so ever. Unless of course you count the numerous hits on the arms I would give them for making fun of me. lol. But hey, I look at this way. When you're friends with me you are subjected to three things and these things unfortunately you can do nothing about. And there are, my hugs, my massages and my random forms of violence. =D I full heartily believe that the first two make up the ladder. =P

It's true and I'm not that violent. At least not intentionally, all violence is brought upon you unless of course the random occasion when I just need to go punch for punch in the arm with someone and my brother is not around to do so. lol. Thanks Palios. You're the best! And Pete, you're just the best because your the best Italian Korean I have ever met. You knew what it meant to be me lol, well almost =P

See, I'm getting silly just writing about it. I'd have to say though thinking in retrospect here I think after everything I've been through in the past few years, I think I'd take the ladder first, former is too heartbreaking. What I mean is. The times spent with Pete and Noel we're great. Those two people always made me feel like a million bucks and knew how to get me to calm down and be less nervous. They both truly were my saving graces. The times before that spent in senior year, I loved dearly and just to experience it would be amazing but for me really it's something that I can never have back and I'm drawn to sadness with it. Though the initially thought of this entry, is one that doesn't cause me any sadness at all. I love that particular remainder of the that time. =)



Ok, it's bed time now. I gotta get up in the morning and shower, I'm too tired to do so and I don't want to disturb anyone either. Plus sleep sounds ten times better then shower. I must say I love having a job that I can take a shower in the morning for. lol.

Ohhhh Random! Before I go... My boss is already thinking long term with me and wants me to pretty much run his marketing after we get up and really running. =D Which, according to him comes with an incredible salary increase. =) How sweet is that? I'm already making 12 off the books, I couldn't imagine making more for pretty much creating things I like doing. =P

I'm telling you. I love my life right now. So many good things have been happening all in a matter of days really. I feel a fresh start coming... hmm.. can't wait!!!! Good Times are a head Good Times.